Kathy, we're in a fight

What muscle in my body does not hurt right now? Tonight, I went with Kristy to join Kathy in her Salsa Pump class. I have muscles hurting that I don't think I've used in years. I did learn some basic salsa steps but let me just say one word...bear claw walking (or something like that). Ouch!

This class made me realize that more than anything I need to work on my self esteem. It stinks right now, which is not a great thing going into my wedding the honeymoon after. :( I wish I could have that hot size 8 but I just don't and if I did lose too much weight before my wedding, I'd just have to pay for alterations on my dress again.

Grrr.... my doctor said "Leah, if you would do an hour of vigorous exercise a night, you'd drop so many pounds." Many of you know me. Do I strike you as a vigorous hour worker to you? Isn't laziness one of the seven deadly sins. That's my problem, my vice, my addiction- laziness. I need help to stop being lazy, I just can't be motivated.

I'm going to slop my lazy and exhausted muscles into bed...